74. Written Poem: The Truthes As I Know Them

These are the truthes as I know them.

God loves using the hurt and the broken. 

People looked at by others as freaks.

He works through those thought of as weak.

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Each time Satan threatened my life,

God sent down His angels to fight.

Seeing I was in the hands of the Lord,

With me Satan decided to wage war.

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This set the stage for my whole life.

It's because of God's grace I survived.

He keeps me in the palm of His hand.

He is the Rock on which I now stand.

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God knew I would need the best mother.

She has poured into me like no other.

I'm so thankful for all that she's done.

With her whole heart she shows me her love.

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She has taught me spiritual warfare.

How to lift up my thoughts and my prayers.

We would sing loving songs about Jesus.

About how much our Father God loves us.

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But even with such a foundation,

I would still know the pain of depression.

It always starts out with rejection.

Which opens the gates of deception.

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I was still just a small, little child,

When trauma damaged my life.

Spirits of sadness, and shame,

Ensuring I was never the same.

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Traumatized, scared, and confused,

Criticized, hurt, and accused.

Forming the way that I see,

My new false identity.

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Slowly the joy I once knew,

Made way for a different view.

The value and worth I once felt,

Faded with each tear that I welped.

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But as sad as my story may be,

There are so many others like me.

Battered, shattered, and bruised,

Mentally and physically abused.

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But that's just half of the story.

That's just what we see in the normal.

On the other side of the curtain,

Spirit beings are steadily working.

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You see, there's this whole other world,

That greatly influences ours.

Everything that we taste, touch, hear, see,

Is just part of our reality.

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Allow me to lay down the basics.

There's God's kingdom and then there is Satan's.

With God there is order and light.

Jesus is the Way, Truth, and Life.

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Holy Spirit left His place up in Heaven,

To come down after Jesus' ascension.

He convicts us and shows us our sin,

He's our Comforter, our Healer, our Friend.

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Then there's Satan who's here to deceive us.

He hates that God sees us as precious.

He wants only to steal, kill, destroy.

He robs us of peace, love, and joy.

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God has also sent us His angels.

For this I am eternally grateful.

Protection from demons and man,

They bear us up in the palm of their hands.

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Then there's the matter of demons.

They cause sickness, sin, and diseases.

Mental and physical illness,

Cancer, pain, diabetes.

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Magic, hex, vexes, and spells,

Incantations that lead you to hell.

Murder, violence, and rape,

All trauma that opens the gates.

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Gossip, slander, offense,

Jealousy, rage, and revenge.

Generational curses and sins,

Passes down through the years to our kids.

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So, is everyone destined to fail?

Are we all on our way straight to hell?

Or is there a way of escape?

A way that we all can truly be saved?

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I'm here to tell you there is.

In the spirit it goes down like this.

When sin rules over your life,

Everything is riddled with strife.

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Nothing adds up or even makes sense.

You wonder if you still have the strength.

Despite of how hard you have tried,

You still feel so empty inside.

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You see that the things of this world,

Only make all your problems much worse.

And that's when you come to the point,

When you hear that small, quiet voice.

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Holy Spirit then speaks in a whisper.

Asking if Jesus can enter.

He knocks on the door of your heart,

To offer salvation, a way back to God.

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But this gets the devil's attention.

His goal is to block your redemption.

He wants you bound up in chains.

To your vices he wants you enslaved.

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He sends word to powers and demons, 

That angels have been sent by the legions.

By a God Who protects and makes war,

He defends with the Sword of the Lord!

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So, for you, a great battle ensures,

But who wins is all up to you.

God gave you a mind and free will.

That's the reason why we are all here.

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God made us because He wants children,

Who want to love and adore Him.

Ask Him into your heart to reside.

He'll come running with arms open wide!

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He wants you to prosper and grow

He offers a future and hope

Where all peace and blessings can flow

He shows us His kindness and love.

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So, throw out old mind sets and lies.

Rid yourself of all lusts and desires.

Become a part of His kingdom.

Begin to live in His freedom!

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Please pray this prayer of salvation.

Make Jesus your Rock and Foundation.

Witness your complete transformation.

Come alive as His brand-new creation!

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I repent for my transgressions and sins.

This is where my forgiveness begins.

You paid with your Blood for my life.

It's Yours and no longer mine.

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I deny my will and my plans.

My life is now in Your hands.

I will take up my cross everyday,

In Your Word so I will not stray.

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I will serve You with my heart and my strength.

I will seek Your face as I pray.

We will form a new relationship

As I worship You with my praise.

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Jesus, I enter Blood Covenant with You.

Through Your Sacrifice I am made new

Fill me now with Your Spirit and Truth

Lead and guide me in all that I do.

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I set my face like flint to serve You,

In all that I say, and do.

I will be Your hands to Your people,

And catch them whenever they stumble.

Be my Messiah, my Savior, my Friend.

You are the Great I Am.

Thank You for redeeming me from all of my sins.

Thank You for bringing my old self to an end.

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I'm no longer dead, I'm born again!

This is the first day of a new life to live!

This is where my new story begins!

In the Great Name of Jesus Christ I pray!

Amen!!!

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By:  Suzanne Robinson​​​​​​​

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